Twenty One

This has been a long time coming because I am way busier than I thought I would be this summer. I wanted to post about this day, not only because it was birthday celebration but also because it was a day to get away from reality for a little bit.

            For my 21^st birthday, I wanted to do something somewhat low-key, because if you know anything about me at all, you know I like to lay low…most of the time. This day wasn’t just a day to celebrate with some of my closest friends but also a day to get away from all of the hate and sadness in the world. This summer has been a summer of horrible tragedy every week. As soon as we think it’s over and we try to live our lives as normal as possible, something else happens. There is no way to get away from it all, and as much as we want to, we shouldn’t. We all should be coming together as one country and one world to show peace and love to everyone.

            Although 5 girls coming together, for a day drinking wine and laughing all day isn’t going to make a difference in the world, it can give us hope for the future. Whether we are dealing with our own personal battles, feeling sympathy and empathy for those effected by the tragic events in the U.S or other countries, whether they are terror attacks, attacks on our police force, attacks on people who choose to lead a different lifestyle than we do or even the unfortunate events that aren’t planned, like a young boy being attacked by an alligator.

            The four girls that spent the day with me couldn’t have stopped any of this from happening, we can’t punish any of the bad and sick people in the world, but we can continue to show love, compassion, dedication, and hope. Some of these girls I’ve known since I was a baby, some I just met in high school and one I’ve only known for 2 years. I look forward to knowing these girls for much longer and seeing all that they do from today on.

            I didn’t have everyone I would have wanted with me that day, but the ones missing also share the same traits. In a world full of hate and sick people, keep the ones who are loving and compassionate close. The more we encourage acceptance, forgiveness, encouragement and togetherness, the better the world will be.

            I loved spending the day with these girls. I choose to spend as much time as I can with them despite our busy schedules and hectic lives because they give me hope. We are the future of the world and I believe we can do something to help. I don’t care how naïve I may sound to some people but without hope we have nothing.

                                  

                                                       Stop number one!! 

                 

                           

                                                    I have some pretty friends 

 

                                                            We had a beautiful day

                                                                

                                                             Such a beautiful place 

 

                           

                      We wouldn't be a group of girls if we weren't dysfunctional sometimes 

   

Thank you are all for spending a perfect day with and for showing what true friendship really means, whether it’s for 21 years or 2. I love you ladies with all my heart.

To see more pictures check my Facebook page. 

Thank you, Kat for perfect list of places to visit!! 

Lauren and Josh are Married!! Crest Center and Pavillion

So many pretty pinks and lovely flowers!! My Memorial Day weekend was spent in the beautiful Asheville, North Carolina with the extremely talented Kat Schmoyer! This weekend’s wedding was an enchanting, forest fairytale…literally. Lauren and Josh’s special day was one for the books. I am so blessed to have been able to assist Kat this weekend. The venue was nothing I had ever seen before. Although the reception was technically indoors, the walls were practically made of windows and glass sliding doors making it feel more of an outdoor venue. The twinkle lights, peonies, roses, vines, trees and all things pink made this wedding one of a kind!

Kat, the owner of Dear Sweetheart Events brought me on to assist her for the weekend to use my creativity, imagination and trial and error to help her! The tables were topped with a mixture of lanterns, assorted vases with beautiful flowers, succulents and just a bit of light from the tea lights! The head table had a runner of real live moss…yes, it was real and oh so pretty! Succulents and peonies were lined down the table and the center had the brides fluffy, pink, peony-filled bouquet!     

                         

If you’re not already gushing at all the pretty details just wait till you see the suspended centerpiece. Yes, suspended like from the rafters! The bride provided two old, wood ladders that were painted white and as a team with a lot of collaboration and hard, creative thinking Kat and I successfully hung the ladders from the ceiling (using a giant ladder, Go Kat!). To add the final touches I tied a variety of flowers and vines making it just like an enchanted forest. 

As for the rest of the wedding, there was cake. Lots of cake, 7 cakes. I love cake!!! Not only did they have 7 different cakes but they were all so cute (and the two slices I had were delicious)!! Their food was amazing as well, thanks to the lovely bride for giving us a table at the reception (isn’t she just the sweetest)?!I would have to say this wedding was by far my most favorite! It reminded me of a garden from a fairytale movie that would only be in your dreams, but yet Kat made it all come true!

                           

I’ve helped Kat 3 times now, every time has been amazing, of course, things don’t always run smoothly but that’s the reality of planning a huge event. This time, I also had the honor to work with Hope Taylor who is so very talented as well!! She’s a young photographer but her age doesn’t halt her abilities!! Hope also had a second shooter with her, Erika Lynn who blew me away as well with her work and abilities!! I was (and still am) impressed with how awesome she and Erika both are!! I can’t wait to work with Hope again, I may add I’m a little jealous J Hopefully I’ll have a chance to work beside Erika in the future as well! Having the opportunity to work with not one, but three extremely creative, beautiful inside (and out), talented and sweet women is more than I could have ever asked for!!

These experiences are so much fun and always leave me wanting more! I wouldn’t change a thing, except for maybe cooler days with less rain, but we can’t have everything we want J Always try to obtain your goals, never give up and always be open to meeting new people, whether they are 19, 27, 36 or 60. I have loved learning from everyone I have met in the industry and it is possible to start young!

Go check out all three lovely small business owner's blogs!! They're all awesome, I promise!!

One Year Down

It’s been one year. One year since I muddled up the courage to post my first blog post publicly for anyone to read. One year since I was knocked off my feet, discouraged to ever write or post again, kicked down the first day of finals week, and one year since I questioned everything. It’s also been one year since I passed all my finals with flying colors despite being discouraged, one year since I took a stand and decided I was going to keep writing and posting for anyone to read and one year since I decided I was going to be me. I decided that I wouldn’t let other people tell me how my life would turn out, who I would keep in my life, what classes I would take to ensure that my future education would help my dreams become a reality, and choose to have the courage to put myself out there to meet people and become inspired by those who have succeeded and are doing what I hope to do in the future.

A year ago almost to the exact date, I began to contemplate everything. My friends, boyfriend, career choice, major and even what I had done in the past. I decided to keep on doing what I had planned and I believe it’s because that is the plan God had for me. I had every reason to change everything, give up, and lose the courage I had. Over the course of the past year, I have stood my ground and accomplished more than I have could have imagined during my final week of sophomore year.

This past year, I work with Kat Schmoyer, boss lady of Dear Sweetheart Events, not once, but twice. Both experiences were amazing and I can’t wait for the next two; she is seriously an incredible planner and fabulous boss lady and creative! I finished my sophomore year, declared and completed a minor in Marketing, made Dean’s list, acquired an internship for the summer of 2016, celebrated another year with my best friend, made new friends and signed a lease for the fall to start a new chapter of my life. I continued to write as consistently as I could (almost once a month) and learn from others through the process. This year has been full of accomplishments but also so many obstacles and really hard day…. I mean really hard. My junior year in high school was my hardest year in school before I came to college. No one warned me that junior year in college was going to be ten times harder.

I don’t think I had it worse than anyone else. Everyone goes through his or her own struggles, in college or not. Sometimes I felt like giving up. So many times I thought about just not coming back, quitting and doing my own things or just breaking down and crying in my room happened a little too often. Even though the last 8 months have been hard, there have also been so many rewards. Sometimes those rewards wouldn’t come until days, weeks or even months later but when they did it was just enough encouragement to get me till the next one came. Not only were the rewards worth it, but also the people I have had in my life along the way made the worst days better.

My mom mentioned this past weekend that my friends from high school and I are unique. She meant that the relationship and friendships that we have all maintained through high school and into our 3^rd year of college are unique. I don’t know what I would do without my high school friends; they have been my day 1s since first grade, and one even before that (shout out to Bennett, best friend since birth). If you have a great group of friends who supports you, always answers your phone calls/texts/snapchats as soon as they can and will literally do anything for you, do not let them go. This doesn’t mean you can’t make new friends, but always love and cherish the ones who have been there from the start. Ladies (and gentlemen) if you have a significant other who loves you through every bump in the road, moody day, and drama keep them. If they support you, want to hear about every day, good or bad and help you through it all, let them know how much you appreciate it and don’t let them go. Your family is family but they are so much more than that. Your parents listen to your rants, wipe your tears, give you the best advice you could have and answer all your questions, don’t forget to thank them.

There will be hard days, hard weeks, hard months and hard years but I can guarantee there will be rewards and it will all be worth it. A few things I have learned over this past year:

1.                   Don’t let other people discourage you from what you want to do in life and how you choose to live your life, that’s why it’s YOURS.

2.                   Forgive the ones who hurt you along the way, it may be hard but it’s necessary in order to live happily.

3.                   Strive for your goals and make your dreams become a reality to matter how hard it seems.

4.                   Always thank the ones who are there for you along the way and remember they need you to be there too.

Let’s see what this next year has in store. Let’s stick together and never let anything get us too down that we give up. Cheers to another year! Now let’s kick final’s butt!!

         
 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Who am I?

Who am I? It’s a question that we ask ourselves all the time. We think we know in middle school until we get to high school and everything changes. We go through the four years of high school and make important decisions like if we are going to college or not, where we are going to college if that’s the path we decide, what will be our major, maybe pick up a minor, where to live and so on. We graduate with these decisions in mind and goals set and then we enter the next stage of our lives. I chose the college path; I know people and am very close with a few who didn’t choose college, at least not for right now. I don’t know first hand who they are becoming and how they see themselves but I do know that they are constantly changing as well. Some have decided to start college a year from now, some have decided to continue working a job they’ve been loyal to and continue to learn about themselves and some have decided to serve our country. That’s all I know in that aspect so this post is about finding who you are in college.
    I started college three years ago, which is really weird to think about and I had to double check that yes, I will be finishing my junior year in just a few short weeks. When I started school my dad said his famous words of “you know who you are and don’t forget it” and probably some other really motivating and kind words but lets be honest, who wasn’t a mess when their parents left them after unpacking their tiny college dorm? When I started school I had a boyfriend (Huck) from high school, I’m still with him, as I’m sure most people who keep up with my posts already know. I started school leaving all of my friends, family, boyfriend, cats, and basically life, as I know it thinking I knew exactly whom I was. I knew I was going to change, grow up, learn new things and hopefully be a better person but other than that I didn’t really know what to expect.
    After three years I can tell you I’m still not sure who I am. I know what I want to do, I’ve stuck with my major, hesitantly stuck with my minor (thanks to the support from family and literal help from Huck), still a strong Christian, have the same best friends since elementary school plus a few more, and have still kept a good head on my shoulders…at least I think so. Other than that, though, I’m not sure. My parents tell me they are proud of who I am and what I’m doing and I know that. I appreciate it more than they know but I think there’s still more to me than just what I display. I think everyone eventually sees that along the way in college in particular but also just in this time of life.
    I say in college in particular because in college we are pretty much forced to live with at least one other person for the next four years. I know there are options to be in a single dorm and a one-bed room apartment but most people don’t know if they really have the confidence or assurance to do that. We learn more about ourselves by the company we keep, whether it’s good or bad. My freshman year, living in my dorm room with a girl I knew from high school, I learned that I really like my own space, like I need my own space. We didn’t have any major issues, I feel like we were a pretty normal set of roommates but I knew within a month or so that I could never share a room with someone ever again. My sophomore year I moved into an apartment with three other girls. I really started to learn more about myself this year because now Huck was at school with me, my high school friends were going through similar stuff as me, I learned that I can lose my patience really quickly, I need my own time and apparently I need more space than I thought. I learned that I can’t live with more than one maybe two people that aren’t blood or I have only known for less than two years, no matter who they are. I think this is because not only am I finding myself and learning about myself but so is everyone else around me, including the other three girls I live with. There is nothing wrong with that, you’re not going to get along with everyone you meet perfectly, you’re not going to always want to see the same people every day, you definitely won’t want to spend every waking hour with them and if you do, well good for you but I think maybe you should focus on yourself some.
    Next year I will be moving into a new apartment with a new roommate and live in a two-bedroom apartment. I am really looking forward to the new experience. I’ve lived in the same place for 2 years with the same roommates with the exception of one swap. I know I’m still going to learn more about my new roommate and myself; I’m looking forward to both. This summer I will learn more about myself as I will be nannying and working an internship. I don’t expect any big changes in who I am nor do I want it. I like who I am, what I know right now. The people I have in my life that have been with my along the way have helped to shape who I am. Professors, friends, roommates, parents, mentors, enemies, Huck, group project members, next door neighbors, the parents of the children I babysit for, they have all influenced who I am. I haven’t let these people dictate my life or change it but they have all had an impact.
    If two years ago someone told me that I was going to be writing a blog and sharing for actual people to read I would have laughed in their face. If I were having a bad night where I wasn’t sure of anything and Huck told me to go write to get my mind off it two years ago I would have asked him if he really knew me. If my mom told me to clean anything at all in the house two years ago to relieve stress I would have told her she was insane. If someone told me I would be going to the gym 2-3 times a week just because I would have thought they have the wrong Hannah Bailey. Just those three things have changed and made me who I am today and they’re huge. I will change more, grow more, mature, and learn new things but I know the things that I want to keep. I love the relationship I’m in, the friends I have, the support and love from my family I have, the mentors I have including the ones who don’t even know the influence they have on me (that would be you, Kristin and Jake ☺) and the hobbies I’ve picked up and I don’t want those to change one bit.
    So for the people getting ready to start their journey after high school, the ones who have already started and still aren’t sure if they chose the right path, and the ones who are exactly where I am, I can’t really give you advise or tell you I’ve been there, done that, do what I do. All I can really tell you are, the traits, characteristics, and interests and loves that you have, don’t let them go. Don’t be afraid to start new things, meet new people, change up something in your life, and let yourself learn and grow.

If It's Hard, It's Worth It.

Nothing in life that’s worth it is easy. Now this may not always be true but in most cases it tends to be. The normal things like school, work, and just life in general are just not easy, unless you’re a genius. This past weekend I went home for Valentine’s Day. Huck and I had plans, nothing special just pizza and a movie at one of our houses but I was really looking forward to it. As we all know, Virginia weather doesn’t know what it’s doing…ever. It’s 50 degrees one day and blizzards that night with little to no warning. So, unfortunately we had to leave Richmond a day early and go back to school. It wasn’t easy (I’m not a fan of unexpected change) but once we got here our plans still kind of happened and it was worth it.

While I was home for the weekend I went to visit my grandmother with my mom. The last few months have been full of change with her, as she’s been moved around to different facilities within her nursing home to better accommodate her needs. Over the last few years I’ve seen my granny age, for a while I thought she never would. I had the thought that she was 74 for like 10 years up until recently. My mom and her siblings take care of what needs to be done or whatever my granny needs. I visit with her when I can, which is not as often as it should be. She is losing her memory with age, unable to walk as well and other things that make things just different enough to be hard. My mom has asked me the last few times we’ve left her room, “it isn’t easy is it?” Every time I just say, “No, it isn’t.” is it worth it to go see her? Absolutely. Is it hard? Absolutely.

School is just a whole different story. As soon as I think my classes are getting easy something happens. When I think I’m finally done being home sick, something happens and I want to go home. It’s never easy and when it is that just means something is going to happen to make it hard. It kind of goes hand in hand with “nothing in life is free.” People will argue that there are in fact free things but most likely you’ve had to do something in order to obtain the free thing.

Things are hard right now. Being a 20 year old girl, in college, 3 hours away from home and some friends, 25 minutes away from 2 extremely busy friends, living with 3 girls and really not knowing how your dream job is actually going to happen is HARD. For anyone who says this time in life is easy, stop lying to yourself. Not just for you but for everyone else around you. We need each other to get through the hard times and you aren’t fooling anyone acting like everything is so ~easy~. Most of us at this point in time are going to school, possibly also working, doing an internship or looking for one, applying for grad school, masters, jobs, programs, etc., family changes, becoming an actual adult and many other various things that we just associate with life. Right now most of this stuff seems pointless, you want to cry, scream, give up or blame other people for these day to day hard things.

My boyfriend is a realist. I didn’t believe him for a while, I thought he was truly just negative about a lot but when I actually thought about the things going on around me, I realized he was right. I’m happier now. Knowing that not everything is easy, things get hard, life throws snow at you (I really hate snow now), and meltdowns will happen. Get up, don’t look it as failures, get through the hard shit (excuse my language) and look back the next day, week, month, or year from now and be able to say “it was worth it.”

“People can do more than they ever believe they can do. Physically, mentally, academically. You have to be pushed. It hurts. But it’s worth it, and it’s a great thing.” Sugar Ray Leonard

"Golf is the closest game to the game we call life. You get bad breaks from good shots; you get good breaks from bad shots - but you have to play the ball where it lies."

-- Bobby Jones

2016 Starts with a Bang!

I wanted to wait this till after all the hustle and bustle of Christmas and New Years was over. I hope everyone else had a fantastic Christmas and New Years, I know I did. Just as last year, I had an extremely busy Christmas day, with celebrations happening all day. My family hosted Christmas morning with my mother’s family, went to my boyfriends house for Christmas lunch with his family and later that evening enjoyed Christmas dinner with my dad’s side of the family. I love the holidays because we spend so much time with our families and reminisce on the past years! For New Years I went up to Harrisonburg with my boyfriend and his family to visit his grandparents, aunt, uncle and cousins. This is the second year we have done this together and I love it every time. There is always so much food, laughter, pictures, family, friends, and not so much sleep! It’s all completely worth it.

            After everyone started to get back into the swing of things of everyday life I decided that searching for an internship, going over my schedule for the upcoming semester and nannying my favorite children was how I would spend the end of my break! 2016 has started off with a bang! After emailing 7 different venues in my area, I received only a few responses, one being very promising. I have an interview on Monday with a venue close by for a possible internship opportunity over the summer and I couldn’t be more excited! I also received an email this morning informing me that I have made Dean’s List for the first time. I have been working so hard over the course of the last 5 semesters to get to this point. I couldn’t have done it without the motivation, help, and support of my family and boyfriend, I’m so blessed. I am feeling so accomplished and motivated! There really is no better feeling! I have high hopes for 2016 and can’t wait to see what happens next! 

 "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Give Thanks

Give thanks today. That’s what we’ve been told our whole lives; give thanks on Thanksgiving. A teacher of mine brought up an excellent point in class the week before we came home for Thanksgiving break. She said, “Why is there one day dictated by the government to give thanks?” I never thought about it that way until she brought it up. It is true that I see more people giving thanks and showing appreciation to people and things that they have on this day. Some may show their appreciation throughout the year but a lot won’t, because people don’t think about it. Every day we should be appreciative of what we have and thank those who make it all possible to have what we have.

With that being said, I am very thankful for everything I have. Over the last year so much has happened to people in my life and others around me making me notice that I have so much to be grateful for. I’m guilty of not always thanking people or telling other’s I’m grateful or appreciating what I have. I am grateful for the family I have, the University I attend, the job I have (thanks to an extremely giving and loving family), the roof over my head, the food on my plate every day, the clothes on my body, the friends I have, and the boyfriend I have along with his loving family. We have so much to be grateful for every day, not just on this day.

This morning I watched a few videos of things that people did for others because it’s Thanksgiving. One of the videos was of the Fox News Squad going to a grocery store and buying Veterans’ groceries. The video was extremely touching and they were beyond grateful. Why can’t this stuff happen regularly? Veterans, homeless, underprivileged, everyone, deserves for these nice gestures to happen more often. Our mothers, fathers, grandparents, teachers, friends, significant others, and strangers deserve to hear our thanks and feel appreciated. It’s never too early to start a New Years resolution, mine is to give more thanks to everyone, not just on the holiday. 

Giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Father Jesus Christ. Ephesians 5:20